It’s @al_guiven and @iammuchang versus ME. Ofcourse they win, for now. Thank you for drivin us around town Meanne and for the yummy pastillas!!!
Happiest sweet 16 sizummmmsss!!! I wish you’ll never wear your favorite shorts again! Susunugin or gugupitin ko na yon tonight hahahaha!^_^ You’re kinda dalaga na so please act like one. And tone down your kamalditahan hahaha^_^ p.S akin si Adam. p.P.S beks si ouch! #sisterlove #birthday #biancais16.
How cute can this cafe get?! Our bill was served thru this cutesy wooden box. Really #artsy ;) And dont even get me started abt the music…it’s like they’re playing MY PLAYLIST!! ;)
Kms after kms of walking = much needed quality time? check!^_^ ugly feet but who cares…we’ve got happy feet!^_^ #sorrynotsorry
HappyBirthday for the nnnttthh time @havo_ !!! Thanks for last night’s #kembot. #hbdhavo
I should have known better. I should have known!! Should have known!! Should have known!!!! I dont know why i let my guard down…why i chose to ignore my instincts. I shouldn’t have enjoyed too much. I’ve been burned one too many times before to trust this much again…and what?!?! Only to end up burned again. I feel sooo stupid. I am stupid. Maybe i’ve lost my sense of preservation over the years..lost myself while loosing myself to that one person..that one person whom i revolved my world with..that one person whom i gave my all. Now who’s left to blame but myself?! After all, this was all my choice..i can here my subconscious saying “ginusto mo yan!”
I am tired. Even my love for drama and making drama is dead. I’m stunned and frozen. Stuck in this sucky situation confused which way to go. I’m supposed to be hurting but even the will to cry has ran away from me.
I don’t know..maybe it will all sink in tomorrow. Maybe i’ll just let this one go..and maybe…maybe i was just dreaming…maybe this is unreal…maybe this isn’t really happening.
Maybe, after all these years we were just a joke. A sick, fucking joke.
Tonight i sleep in misery and tomorrow when i wake up, the wave of reality will wash over me.
HappyLastDayMichelle #flipagram #latepost #missingmichelle @iammichiebels #mimaymakeupday @maethetan made with @flipagram ♫ Music: Natasha Bedingfield - Unwritten
#manam was spot on. Thanks to @jinlovestoeat for recommending the yummy ube shake…superb!^_^ (at Manam Sm Mall of Asia)
#fridate with my #girlfriends ^_^ will totally miss you @iammichiebels gadddd time is ticking..tic toc… *tears*
Pretty little tea prty with the nzzzt #girlfriends in town amd boojigsjigs!^_^ Luvyah @kaaatchua @iammichiebels
Happy happy birthday @maethetan ang batang ina!;) hahaha aylabyooo friend!! So proud and happy of evrything you’ve achieved and thank you for bringibg a super cutw little bratty bugoy angel to this world. We love you, junk and junie. #everybodylovesmimay #birthday
Lost in Translation.
I don’t claim to be a religious person, nor am i a righteous one. My relationship with THE MAIN MAN is something very personal..i don’t feel the need to convince anyone about my faith. My faith is between Him and I,and that doesn’t need any validation..it can’t be faltered.
Why am i writing this? Because at this point in my life my testimony overwhelms me. What happened to me in the most recent seasons of my life tug my heart in ways that baffled me until this very moment.
I’ve been stressing about work…i don’t feel like i still belong to the place i use to call my second home. I feel like a stranger to people who i use to call my second family…if you ask me why- i really don’t know…it just happened. Now don’t get me wrong some may say that this could just be a typical “burned out” syndrome…i thought so too but then everyday proved to be more difficult than the day prior.
I found myself praying hard every consecration on Sundays to please please please Lord make this coming week bearable…give me strength and help me be a better colleague..make me see the good things rather than the bad. (One of my “Father” friends told me that the best time to say your prayers was during consecration so i save my BiIGGER prayers for that ü). Each time i go to work i was confident that the Lord will see me through the day and ofcourse He did but it did not change the fact that i still want to resign-i was too stressed physically and emotionally. My boyfriend was telling me to just quit and go back to school but i can’t bring myself to do that either. I was on a crisis. At 26, my life was on a limbo and i’m too scared to take the step forward.
Then finally, i was leaning towards the decision of filing my resignation,one of my closest friend at work is leaving for good..another reason to like going to work less.I was almost deadset on just going back to school and quitting my job. One Sunday i found myself praying to please give me a sign,lead me to the path that you want me to be dear God. Not that i have it on my mind-it just happened..i blurted it out, out of the blue -and even i was surprised with my prayer…all the while i was certain to file my resignation the next day.
Guess what?! the next day my Boss called me out to let me know she’s giving me a raise. I was dumb struck because i still have that resignation letter lingering in my email. Then my boss started to talk about my status with the company..asking me what my interests are etc etc…i was in tears because i know the Lord answered my prayers right away. He knew what was in my heart all this time and He revealed His plans to me in no time. I know He wants me to learn more about life..He wants to teach me a lesson and I gladly accept His will. I know He will be with me all through out. I know He has a greater plan for me..plans to prosper and not to harm.
I may not be as happy as i was before at work but i am happier now that the Lord made His presence in my life known. I know He’s there to guide and protect me and i am excited for what the future holds knowing that He had mastefully created it for me.
For now, i’ll just keep calm and kembot lang.